#Mystery skulls music lyrics series#

Still even with them I still feel like I can't make it and need to give up. Almost every single attack that I've had has been broken because of someone I love helping me through it. The only thing that makes me feel like I can make it out of these attacks are those who are closest to me. So, for me on a personal level this song relates to how it feels when I go through my panic attacks. I can hardly breath, my heart feels numb and the panic sets in. As such, I have horrific panic attacks that make me feel like I'm literally going to die. I suffer from major anxiety disorder, bipolar depression and PTSD. My InterpretationSo this might seem like a bit of a stretch, but this is my own personal interpretation. He doesn't really know if he'll succeed and perhaps is apathetic about the outcome. This approach is the last time, he's giving up on being ignored like a ghost, which he hates, either he manages to form a relationship, or disappears from the person's life for good. He's nervous about it to the point of having dreams about approaching the person and saying what he feels. That's why he's considering giving up on his feelings and disappearing from the person's life.Д«efore he goes however, he's trying one last time to form a relationship. He feels ignored by the other person, as if he were a ghost, and he hates this feeling. This isn't also the first time he's unsuccesfully in love. He's worrying that this time nothing might come out of it, but he doesn't feel all bad about it, because he still has friends. My InterpretationDespite the song words being about ghosts and disappearing, I think it's really about a one-sided relationship, or maybe an unsuccessful attempt to start one. He then commits suicide but notes that his death isn't guaranteed, as he had failed previously. Before doing so however, the singer does what he's always dreamed of he's finally letting out his hatred for whatever has driven him to this point. Giving up the ghost refers to him carrying out another suicide attempt to escape depression. This time, when he says 'it doesn't matter', the singer means it doesn't actually matter whether or not anyone listens to him because he just needs to get his thoughts off his chest. It's the last thing he wants to accomplish while alive, so much that he dreams about how he'll do it. He needs to say something before his death, like a suicide note.

Considering that he's been depressed (felt like a ghost before) and that he's saying 'this time', one can assume that he has attempted suicide before, and is going to try again.ДЄlthough he's given up and is now apathetic towards his own demise, the singer is still desperately trying to either reach out for help, or to get revenge against those that drove him to his state of mind. The singer basically feels like he's already dead inside even if he's still alive, and he's accepted that this feeling isn't going to go away so he gives up on trying to be happy.Дue to giving up, this time the singer 'might just disappear'. Feeling like a ghost is feeling alone and empty, without a future. The ghost could represent a number of things, but the it's largely depression. The singer then continues on about how he feels like a ghost, which he really hates but has given up fighting against. He has taken an attitude of apathy where nothing matters but a fun time with friends.

The singer presents how the world is a harsh place it can easily kill him and the hardships within it push him to give up.

The song plays during the credits to the ' Freaking Out' animation.My InterpretationWhile the animated music video presented this song from the point of a literal ghost trying to reach out one more time to his murderer and lover, the lyrics of this song could be from someone on the brink of suicide.

The song and the lyrics were actually made to fit the series' theme, where the Devil (Lucifer Morningstar, based on the Vertigo Comics series) takes a vacation from Hell and starts living his life in Los Angeles.

#Mystery skulls music lyrics series#

The song is featured in an episode of the TV series Lucifer.